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luciangel

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www.LuciferianStars.com

Location:

Flint, Michigan, United States

Birthdate:

1982-10-27

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People like to assume all kinds of things regarding me. If I had a dime for everything that I’ve been accused of…well I would not be in school put it that way. Let’s just start right there. I’m a college student for now. I’m double majoring in Clinical Psychology and Sociology; do not be too impressed, the latter is a joke and I do it simply because I can so easily. I do not like my school, but it’s convenient. The government is paying a lot more for my education than it is worth. Then again, I also believe most humans are extremely stupid. Note my wording; I said stupid, not ignorant. Ignorant has become a catch phrase these days. Ignorance is acceptable in some situations i.e. in children, mentally handicap people or those of a completely different culture. Stupid people are those who are ignorant by choice. Stupid people lack simple common sense and fail to acknowledge this deficit. Given my feelings toward people in general most people would call me a bitch. The funny thing is I’m not a bitch to some people. Those whom I do care about are truly cared about. I’d do just about anything for them and I’m not ashamed to admit that. It is not easy to become part of my inner circle so it might not be worth your time. In essence, this difficulty is a method of protection.

I’m an emotional person. Do not mistake this for being weak. My hatred can equal my love; my happiness can equal my anger. If that does not make sense to you then you might want to go away. Now. I’m very much unstable, especially when around those I do not trust. I tend to withdraw and watch everything with a careful eye. People mistake this for me being snobbish. Perhaps that is true. I make no apologies for thinking that some people are below me. Back to the correct topic. I’ve had people call me bipolar; I don’t tend to believe that label given that my moods are environment-dependant and I, obviously, do not lack self esteem. In summary, I do not experience shallow emotions very often; it’s usually either one extreme or another.

I’m biologically 23 years of age. I would be lying if I said I felt like I was that age. A childhood of battling parents forced me to learn some major life lessons and skills at a young age. Ironically this has led to some hobbies and abilities that most people would not associate with me. For instance I can cook 6 course meals quite easy. I can make a blanket with a crochet needle and yarn. I know more tricks to caring for pets than any non-veterinary should know. I have a love for music that’s definitely not of my generation. Most of those I consider close friends are at least 5 years older, many of them are in their early to mid-thirties. This difference between my mental age and my biological age causes me some trouble. I often feel like I should be at a different place in my life despite the fact that most would say I should be doing exactly what I am doing at this time. Nevertheless, I crave things that would be normal for someone 5 or 10 years older than I am.

I call myself a Satanist. This is one of the major reasons people have numerous misconceptions about me. I do not molest children, kill people or animals, indulge in drug use or constantly break the law. I am not a ritualistic person in a religious sense. I see no point in it. I do not abuse myself physically. I’m actually quite enchanted by the essence of children and animals. They are natural life; they are life that has not been corrupted by societal rules and expectations. I have a very strong inner child. My cat is my main source of security. That might sound pathetic, but he’s a lot more trustworthy than most humans. I could rant about the misconceptions based on this simple label for hours, but I will leave it to you to do your own research on that topic and then ask questions if you feel the need.

My zodiac sign is Scorpio. I like my sign in general; it’s an easy explanation for certain traits I possess. Those traits include a massive curiosity, a very active libido, moodiness and obsessiveness. The curiosity leads me to always ask why. The active libido is a pain in the ass most of the time. It also leads people to apply titles such as slut to me, regardless of how untrue they are. I do not pretend to not be a nonsexual person and therefore people assume that I am easy. They fail to realize that I do have extremely high standards for those I will associate with. The moodiness I have already described. The obsessiveness is interesting to say the least. I do not obsess over normal things. I do not care about clothes or trends. I obsess on people, those very few people who catch my attention for extended periods of time. Often times this is not something that said people enjoy. I’ll just blame it on the stars.

If you actually read all of this I’m assuming you’re either very bored or very interested. Either way, all of the extra and repetitive things can be found in the interests section below. For the record I generally write in this journal when things are bad. It’s a place to vent, to organize my thoughts and to reflect.

Memories:

17 entries

Interests:

50: animals, astrology, behavioralism, black and white photos, cats, cd burning, chat, chuck e. cheese, classic video games, costumes, electronics, emulation, fraggle rock, furcadia, hard rock, history, home decor, horror, insanity, lingerie, married with children, melty mints, metal, mp3s, mysteries of nature, mythology, older cartoons, philosophy, power ballads, psychology, puzzles, relationships, religions, rock, satanism, satin, sex, simpsons, sleep, stereo equipment, summer dying, tantra, the occult, tigers, trojan commercials (:p), vh1, video games, water, web design, writing

Schools:

University of Michigan - Flint - Flint, MI (2001 - present)

Friends:

	14:	alci, bigbear_, bluss, bootsnbracesnyc, deathus, demonicfusion, fayfnir, flamingspear, krytes, pyroja, revtrae, summerdying, sweetie00, tenebrousmartyr
	6:	metal_heads, michigan_music, michiganhc, nuva_ring, psychology, sextips